Sunday, June 2, 2019

Reflection on pseudoidentity

When I was in high school, I kept a diary.  A pen and paper diary, that I kept hidden.  My little brother found it, and entertained his buddies by reading excerpts from it.  

Turns out that more than one woman I know has had a similar experience.  My neighbor, for instance.

We, like many, have concerns over privacy and are not entirely trustful with diaristic blogging. I have written before (see Think of your reputation, my dear)  that I do guard my personas, depending on what social media platform I am writing. 

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Having recently finished Dr. Dennen's Constructing academic alter-egos: identiy issues in a blog-based community, I wonder how I might develop another identity, should I continue wandering through the blogosphere.

I might not use my own name, my last name being fairly identifyable.  And it would be fun to come up with a new one.  

I would definately change the graphic design of my template, but that is more a matter of familiarity with blogging template.  And I already have my Bitmoji avatar.

My voice and content?  Actually, both are more authentic in my blogs than in my face-to-face "office lady" life.  When I shake off the feeling that I should be writing miniature scholarly papers, my voice rings truer here than it often does face-to-face.  

I am fortunate that I could take on a pseudoidentity at a later time, but don't think I need to do so.  However, to quote Doris Day, "the future's not ours to see."*  There may come a time when I wish to blog beyond bounds of professional or even political seemliness.  If such a time comes, the norms of pseudoidentify in blog-based communities will have a comforting familiarity.

* The Man Who Knew Too Much, directed by Alfred Hitchcock, 1956.